IF THE WORLD BELONGED TO THE YOUNG
di Jay Marvin

If the world belonged to the young and Miller didn't know it
he knew it now running down Michigan Avenue with the rest of
the crowd of workers and  students and the unemployed racing
to get away from the armed contingent of police chasing them
the smell of burning cars and rubber  mixed  with  tear  gas
floating  in  the air Miller pushed himself flat against the
Water Tower his chest  working  overtime to suck in precious
air year three of the austerity plan  had  hit  the  country
hard  planed  unemployment was higher than ever medical care
was something young children read  about in school books and
old people longed for idol men walked the  streets  day  and
night  looking for trouble crime seemed out of control jails
were filled Nanna sat  back  against  the concrete wall that
ran around the inside of Soldier Field she had been  brought
in  last night by the CPD and she was hungry and thirsty her
hands grimy from being exposed  to  the  sides of cars and a
gas can she had used to make fire bombs  before  her  arrest
for  conspiring  with  others  to  shutdown  the  Kennedy by
blocking traffic and  setting  fires  along  one of the main
arteries in and out of the city she couldn't  remember  when
the  last  time she had tasted the aqua neutral non taste of
water its  wetness  bathing  her  breath  ravaged throat and
mouth freeing her sticky lips from her dry teeth she had  to
get  out and get water her skin crawling like a snake for it
Miller waited until  it  looked  all  clear  and walked down
Michigan Avenue in the direction of Wabash his  nose  tinged
by  tear  gas  mace and the smell of human panic the sky was
gray and black with smoke  and  to his right and left groups
of people stood detained by  police  bundled  together  like
bails  of  hay the otherwise clean walls splattered with red
and black paint gang  graffiti  bits  of broken glass on the
sidewalk and street  like  rare  bits  of  gravel  sparkling
amongst  the chaos he thought he heard someone call his name
but he kept walking looking to  get out of the area the word
out on the street was the next target was North  in  Lincoln
Park  near  the  zoo  he didn't know if he could make it his
forty-five years pulling on  him  like he was caring another
person Nanna had worked her way to the far end of the  field
she  felt  as  if  she  were  a  blind woman searching for a
secrete panel that would let  her  out to the free world she
found a small break in the  steel  chain  link  fence  still
silver  in  color  and  untouched  by  the winter's cold and
moisture having been installed ten  years ago when the Mayor
sold bond money to  renovate  a  then  old  unwanted  sports
facility  slipping  through  it she worked her way up to the
field box seats and started up  the isle leading to the main
concourse and out to the parking lot Manny and his crew  had
been  in  Cook  County lockup for the last forty-eight hours
among the first to  be  rounded  up and detained even before
the shit hit the fan when the coppers started  making  raids
in  the  Pilsner  area  popping anyone who had paint cans or
anything else deemed to be a threat to civil order Manny and
his boys started yelling  and  fighting with the cops ending
in a couple of the boys  going  to  the  hospital  ward  the
community  standing  by  on the sidewalks watching in horror
anyone trying to get in the  way  even to ask what was going
on finding themselves cuffed on the  spot  and  thrown  into
blue  and  white  vans  to be detained without bail from the
second Manny landed in the Man's house he started organizing
finding out who was in and  who  was out the plan was to try
and storm their way out and kill every fucking guard on  the
way  so  far he and Luis had half their cell block organized
building an army inside the belly of the fucking beast Manny
would tell them having made it half way to Wabash Miller sat
down in a doorway of a boarded up store his legs hurt and he
looked for other  members  of  his  union local but couldn't
find a soul he remembered when times were good  how  he  and
the  gang  use to sit and eat their lunches in the sun along
this street watching the  women  put  it on display in short
skirts and bare legs in the  city's  too  short  spring  and
summer  before the layoffs when their jobs were to build not
tear down the city  he  pushed  himself  up and kept walking
blue and white police vans working their way up and down the
street giant cockroaches with black rubber legs and blue and
red antennae on top stopping to feed off  human  misery  and
suffering  the  plan  was to set their pillows and sheets on
fire and make a large commotion then break out of the mother
fucking lock up  take  the  whole  jail  hostage  and make a
political statement the likes this city has never seen Manny
Luis and the rest of the men sat quite  waiting  making  the
guards  nervous the stench of human fear in the air crawling
out of the air ducts  and  vents creeping like poison up and
down the cement isles of the jail  right  before  the  exit
Nanna  was stopped by a cop his blue shirt straining against
his beer belly gun riding on  his hip and radio barking ten
codes out of his jacket pocket who was she and where was she
going?

She was searching for her brother and thought he might be in
this area even though Mamma had told him to  stay  away  how
old  was  he  sixteen  going  on  thirty the cop laughed and
grabbed a fist full  of  Nanna's  hair pulling her head back
now what are you really doing here Miller made  his  way  to
the  Douglas-O'Hair line of the CTA train went down into the
tunnel and got on the  doors  shut  with a swishing sound of
forced air and the train jerked forward rounding a dimly lit
curb screeching and grinding metal on metal and then nothing
dead stop in the darkness the  power  plants  somebody  must
have gotten to the power plants Miller thought smiling there
was silence in the car before panic fear mistrust set in and
people  started fighting to get to the doors one man jumping
out on the wrong side  of  the  train and catching a shot of
electricity before it had drained out of the third rail  the
smell  of  burning flesh driving the panic even deeper women
screaming men fighting  Miller  wished  he  was at the dunes
with a can of beer the cop eased up  on  Nanna's  hair  here
here young lady I know what you're fucking doing and to tell
you the truth I don't care now if you come over here with me
maybe  we can work something out he guided Nanna by her hair
behind a concession stand forcing  her  to her knees you get
it babe Nanna got it if this was what it  took  OK  anything
but  could  she  please  have  a drink of water first Miller
forced his way to  the  train  car  doors and helped the few
women and children out to a narrow cement walkway  that  led
to the street above he even had to punch one guy in the face
hurting his hand when the short haired man with a brief case
tried  to cut in front of an old woman pulling shopping bags
through the packed bodies these young yuppies and their cell
phones Miller would love to kick all their asses word spread
through the lockup like  wildfire  a  new group of prisoners
were coming in and it would now mean four to a cell and  the
first time a guard opened Manny's cell he was going to waste
the fucker the entire jail was now cat like ready for action
no water until you give me head sweet cheeks the cop sneered
Nanna  fumbled with his zipper her slender hands troubled by
lack of sleep and liquid she got it down and searched inside
the cop's pants for his  tiny  prick feeling it swell in her
hand Miller was above ground and boarded a  bus  to  Lincoln
Park  to  find  the  rest of his local he rode in silence it
amazed him how this part  of  the city went on with business
as if there  was  nothing  going  on  despite  the  numerous
protesters on every street corner the new prisoners were led
in  and  down the cement isle way Manny and Luis heard their
cell door buzz and  open  and  they charged forward grabbing
one of the guards and holding a homemade knife to his throat
open the fucking doors or this pig son of a bitch  dies  now
the  doors  buzzed  in  unison  and  clanged  open there was
anarchy in the isle way  prisoners running this way and that
human beings gone mad Manny slipped  the  knife  across  the
guards' throat blood spilling down his shirt front Manny let
him drop and joined the others in a frantic rush on the main
entrance  they over powered most of the guards and took them
prisoner the smell of  burning  cotton  shot through the air
sucked up and distributed by the air system Luis was on  the
phone with one of the news stations issuing a set of demands
to  be  met by the Mayor and the Governor including the stop
of all illegal searches  and arrests in minority communities
Nanna her hand in the cop's pants sucker punched him in  the
balls  he  folded in pain she yanked his gun out its holster
and got off one round hitting  him below the chin the bullet
exiting through the top of his head tearing a  hole  in  his
skull  she  stuffed  the gun in her pants and ran Miller got
off the bus through  the  back  left  window after the first
shot killed the driver he ran  for  cover  hiding  behind  a
newspaper  stand  the  front  page  if  the Sun Times barked
something about a mass  jail  break and numerous killings at
the Cook County jail he  pushed  himself  to  his  feet  and
started  to  move cat like along the sidewalk when the first
of two bullets ripped the  flesh  of his right calf and then
hit the other biting hard against muscle and bone he lay  on
the  ground unable to move his blood spilling out behind him
like a squashed bug  who's  entrails  have been smeared on a
white wall the last thing he saw before  spinning  off  into
darkness  was  a  hand  painted  sign  in  black  and  white
lettering  announcing  a  two  for  one sale on home burglar
alarm kits.

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